It's been a while since I have posted, mostly because there has been so much mucky muck I didn't want to splash any on my readers. You're welcome.
As often happens with a perceived negative event, I work my way around the block in my thinking and figure out a new angle to view said events. Most things in life are really positive events but it can be difficult to see it at the time. My downfall is becoming so internalized in my processing that I forget to write, sing, dance, do yoga, be creative or all the other stuff that allows me to process faster. I also focus on giving my energy to the positive in an effort to attract more positive energy no matter how slow that process may be. I firmly believe that which we give our energy to grows in strength and attraction.
So....since I have last posted:
I started nursing school, had a cancer scare that included major surgery and missed so much school I was asked to leave. Sounds negative, but the positive is the school was good but by being asked to leave I was able to realize a neighborhood full of graffiti and gunshots wasn't the place for me to complete my nursing training. I now have the opportunity to choose a new school.
After a long job search and much meditation to increase my employment vibration, I had three job offers come in on the very same day. One waiting tables at a popular restaurant in Stamford, one working as a home health aide traveling in Stamford and surrounding areas and one for a massage therapist position in Dallas. After 5 months of searching, I am overwhelmed to say the least.
I am most drawn to the massage therapist position because I trained for a year to get my national certification then moved to Stamford, a place that unknown to me didn't recognize my license, and struggled with employment ever since. I also feel the massage therapy resonates most deeply with my personal beliefs and values. It would however require a $4000 move to have this career. Did you read that last word? Career, not just a job. That is a big one. Now I must ask myself, can I get over the things I don't like about Texas to compromise and have the career I want? Or even better, can I learn and grow to view them as positives?
My two beautiful fur-babies are doing well. One of them enjoys the snow which is great since Stamford had almost 100 inches of snow this past winter. I realized that taking them in and out by elevator is not my favorite thing. I have never minded living in apartments but I want to live in the style apartment where I can step outside to take them out for biz. So much easier!
In the bigger game plan is to move some place that has winters that are less harsh. It turns out Stamford has great summers, but overall is not my nirvana. And that is the beauty of it all, we are free to dream, try new things and if it doesn't work the way we planned, try something else. Not a bad life, eh?
So tell me something great that has happened to you, something you are pondering, or whatever you feel you'd like to get off your chest. And remember, like attracts like!
4 comments:
Wow! A lot has happened! I'm sorry to hear about your cancer scare and surgery. I hope you're doing better now and have your energy back. I'm also very excited to hear that you've got so many opportunities now! I can feel the great vibes from you!
Oh Vanessa, it is so good to hear from/about you again.
Good luck with whatever you choose. Dallas sounds promising for career and pups, if you can get there both mentally and physically.
My pondering...faced with yet another layoff and possible rehiring, I finally said, just lay me off and I'm done.
HUGE WEIGHT OFF MY MIND! I'll blog about that soon.
Otherwise, life is good. Family is happy and content. We lost our 19 year old cat in January, but that allowed us to rescue TWO adorable cats who have been prominently featured on my blog.
Hey Vanessa! Well I would love to see you again, but I can't recommend Dallas to anyone - everyone here is insane. If I get old and have spent my whole life living here I am going to be so disappointed in myself.
Remember too, you'd have to live here during political elections... I always want to shoot myself in the head when I have to put up with the political attitudes in Texas.
On the up side, you could always be in Lakewood or Richardson, somewhere that is less "Dallas" but not a suburb.
Massage therapy does sound like a really nice career, though. But all your options seem to help people so that is really a good thing.
Hey,
I just realized that you were posting again. I really missed you. Good to see you back here, not that I dont' see you elsewhere...LOL
Well, it is very hard to give you imput about the Dallas option. While it would be in the warmer climate and you would get to do massage therapy, you know how toxic I think Dallas is for you. (Dallas people don't be offended, it is not the city it is one element of living in that city.)
Ultimately, you have to do what makes you happy and I know you want to do the massage therapy. I just wonder if you can block out the negativity this time while you're there.
I like the sounds of the home health aide for you. I think that you would be very good at that. Is the traveling local traveling? Would you have to be away from home for lengths of time or just traveling in surrounding towns, day to day?
I don't know that that was very helpful but Dallas for you, honestly, makes me crazy. LOL
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